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Name: cryss
Country: United States
Birthday: 2/18/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: .. havin sum fun, shootin sum hoops, tryin to get sumwhere in life, werkin hard, eatin, watchin t.v., sumtiems, being with mai friends and family as much as possible..
Expertise: writin poems, tryin to help ppl feel betta, tryin to make new friends, tryin to be myself and not to b shy..
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  asianballr21889
Member Since:
9/21/2003
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| ~Imbalance~
I forgot how to be happy
Coz i'm so use to being so damn sad
The days r so fuckin crappy
Mai life is soo fuckin bad
I wish thur was a way to higher mai self esteem
Buh i'm just too skeptical
I wish i cud be the person i use to b
At least mai life was happier..not so fuckin dull
I hate this shit..
This fuckin life of mine has no fuckin meaning
Man i'm sucha a stupidass bitch
To think that any would care about me
Mai life is so imbalanced
Its only contains complete sadness
Damn i wish was dead
So i wouldnt hafta experience this
Shit ass mother fuckerin life
Why am i still livin??
Man i feel like ima die
Coz every1 i kare about is just leavin...
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| Lonely as the heart can be
Sad as u can imagine
Mai eyes could hardly see
Frum cryin as much as i can ...
~Love~
The purpose of love is to hurt everyone of us..
Its our every weakness... that's why satan created it...
Love possesses an abundance of pain...
It will hurt us...at the most...it will make us..wanna die..
Try not to giv in..
Because it will take over you..and control
u..
Love is our desrtruction...
Love is fake...
Deception of
the soul
Love is a lie...
Full of an impurity of
happiness
Love is an illusion....
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| ~Falling~
Down nd down i go
I fall deep in to the darkness
I falll deeper into the endless whole
I just get more and more depressed
I try to pull mai self out
Buh i'm just way to weak
Man i just wanna shout
Mai future lux so bleak
I'm alone in this world
Tryin to find sum help
Mai pain is just so undescribable
Feelz like i'm falling straight to hell
AHhh!!! i just want to die
I cannot bare this fuckin pain
Mai eyes r full of bloody cries
This day is too dark and is overflowing with rain
I hate this..
It's just too much
I can't stand this..being depressed
Mai life is soo fucked
I've got no one
Everyone has abandon me
Therez no one i can count on
I just continue ..falling...becoming nuthin..
becoming a memory....
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| ~Why~
Why
Am i acting like this
I'm just sooo sad and so depressed
I feel so much pain, i just can't take it
I FEELLLL LIKE SHIT!!!
Damn, why isnt thur a cure for me
For mai damn fuckin shit incurable disease
I hate this, i jsut wanna FUCKIN DIE
All i do is just cry and cry
Wuh the hell is wrong with me
One minute i'm happy and the next i'm all sad and fuckin crazy
I wish mai life wasnt like this, in a stupid ass patern
I'm happy..and fur shur i will get hurt
Mai heart feels all cut up
Too much damagae was inflicted
This pain is just too much
Man i wish i was dead
Life... man i dont understand
Why is life like this????
Man i'm just too sad
I cant take this shit
I want this to be over
No more
Mai life just gets lower...
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| ~Waitin~ ...just a poem..
I'm here, waitin in the hot summer's heat. Waitin for mai
questions to b answered, so it won't over come me. I'm waitin,
for me to overcome this depression, so i can b happy for once.
Lookin for a way, that wont put me down. The days seems to b
gettin longer, and i feel like a part of me is dying. Mayn, i
just feel so blind, that i can't really see. How is this
happenin. Where am I actually going, am i goin to even go
anywhere? Or will i be stranded, and the only thing that's
surrounds me are mai fears? Life, has become so meaningless,
what's it'z true meaning? But i really dont know, as i continue
here, puzzled, still waitin. The depths of mai soul has been
filled with an accurate blow of depression. I've been hit so
hard, that mai whole life has been condemned. Is this what's mai
life gunna be? All sad, and melancholy? If so, why? I
cannot take this. It'z makin me wanna die and more
depresseed. A life that i once so much enjoyed, has become an
enemy, a past. Now i'm not really sure if i'm gunna last...buh
i'm still here, waitin...waitin for mai tragey...ready...
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